Wyndham

Wow .. what a lady, wonderful. I visited her last night before i traveled back home . what a great…

Gizzern

I have a great deal of respect for this new guy, and he seems like a good person as far as I can tell. So I've kept all of my insecurities under wraps and haven't indulged any of my strong urges to seek validation. Yet another problem has cropped up. I'm scared because I know this guy has the power to completely devestate me were he to end things. I've gotten a taste of that devestation on a couple of occasions where he was out of contact and I feared the worst. I literally lost it...couldn't function, crawled into my bed and turned the lights out. I tried desperately to distract myself but nothing worked. All I remember is this feeling of utter emptiness and abandonment. i felt like he was hitching this wagon into the sunset -- representing the bright future -- and leaving me behind. I was certain my life was completely empty and there was nothing to look forward to without him. And somehow it felt like was taking with him any chance I had of a happy future. Like there was only one seat left on the bus to happyland he took it instead of me. Weird, huh?

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Tamotsu

cute outfit, pretty face

Sapporo

I happen to like the way Asian men look. Smooth, tan skin, not a lot of body hair, jet black hair and those gorgeous, gorgeous eyes- it's a hard combination to beat. I guess my one caveat that is true of generally all the guys I date- they have to be taller than me (not by a lot, but taller is good) and weigh close to or more than I do. Dating a man who is skinnier than you can be bad for self-esteem, especially if, as in the case of my first b/f, they make an issue of your weight.

Coralie

I have to honestly say that from all of my experiences in relationships,(and ive had many, im 36 now)....what was to follow was the most challenging and difficult time of my life... and i dont wish it upon anyone to have to go through!! Dealing with mistrust and betrayal in a relationship has been the hardest thing ive ever gone thru. I went from being the most confident, secure and independant guy to somewhat of the complete opposite.... its a very sad place to be, always wondering if she`s telling the truth, if she will do it again, where she was, where shes going....the list goes on and on..

Lickers

As the leaves turn and the air becomes somewhat chilled.... I have started to have these strange new thoughts enter my head: 'Maybe I should settle down into a relationship now that winter is on its way'. This seems to be a natural thing - I notice that there is a trend of couples getting together in the fall and breaking up in the spring. Can't mess with biology I guess...

Reconnected

lovelies!!

Demanda

Thank you for your insight, I never considered getting a job after finishing my degree.