Ducat

So I eventually worked up the courage to call my bf. I told him I had made a mistake, but that i truly loved him and wanted him back. I admitted everything to him. That I cheated on him, and I told about the all the money I had taken from him before I left. I begged for his forgiveness. And I knew he wouldn't forgive me, but he did! I was shocked, I didn't really think he'd forgive me, but he did, and I knew for certain then that his love for me was strong and real. He said he knew about the cheating and the money, but he believed in forgiveness, and in me. But the caveat was that he told me he was not yet ready for me to move back in with him. He needed "time". But he promised to send my mom money until then, so I could live.

Fortress

I'm a young wife who is getting mixed up feelings. Last year my husband to a great paying job working on oil rigs. This job keeps him away from home for two to three weeks at a time. Two months ago I got laid off from my job. I have been spending all of my time on the internet watching interracial porn and reading stories about it. Two weeks ago I got involved in a social media site that has a chat site. This just exploded and I started chatting with black men from everywhere, by the forth day a man gave me his phone number and we started texting. A couple of days later I was giving my phone number out to other men. Last Friday night I woke up from my phone ringing. I answered it and was taken back by a mans voice who said please don't hang up I just wanted to talk. I listened to him for ten minutes before I said anything. He told me things about me I never knew. He seems to know about my addiction! This is all I think about now! I try to stop but I can't.